Time Slips Through Our Fingers [Shilo/Open]

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It was only now that she realized what she had gotten into. Sure, a lot of the mood swings had already past, and things were only getting... well better in some ways, but not in others. Her back ached, her size annoyed her immensely and she knew that she had circles under her eyes constantly because she could never sleep well. The only thing that kept her going was the fact that she carried this new life inside her. Stephanie sat on the park bench, alone, looking out, spaced out. She awaited nobody in particular, and was just sitting and enjoying herself. The actual due date was only three or so weeks away, and she couldn't wait for more than one reason. This time was passing so quickly, and her parents were still out of town. They were off on some mission now, after their vacation. She'd have to move in with Shilo, surely, as soon as the baby was born. She knew that she had to return to Shibusen after a month with the child, so she would have to find a nanny of some sorts while she was at school. That was the least of her worries. She knew the pain she was to endure, and the thought of it was more painful than the actual thing. She only hoped the Shilo would be there with her, perhaps her other friends as well. So, she let out a long sigh, that basically expressed exactly how she felt. It was a sigh of relief, but also of stress and tiredness. She could only hope it would be over soon.

"TAGS"

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Shilo, Open

"WORDS"[/u]
nawdag

"MUSIC"[/u]
lovesick, emily osment

made by SPOT[/u] on OTE![/div][/td][/tr][/table][/center]

[ARAHIRO!]

WE'RE SO MONO TOGETHER

we could be stereo...stereo love

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She saw a boy sit next to her, one with ruffled brown hair and incredibly dark eyes that appeared to be pupil-less. "Who is this boy? Why is he sitting next to me?" Her mind questioned itself and the soundness of her memories. He started to talk, asking her if she was okay. "I don't know why you're asking me that..." She felt his hand move across her cheek, but she slapped it away. "What the hell are you doing?!" He put his hand back, on her forehead, which felt hot, which may have been a result of the prosopagnosia she was experiencing, but she didn't know that. "I have a boyfriend, and you sure as hell aren't him, so leave me alone." The boy continued talking, as if he knew her, and she drowned out his words. She stood up, and looked him straight in the eyes. "Just please.. don't follow me, you perv." She turned on her heels and slowly made her way to the opposite side of the park, to a different bench, and awaited her boyfriend, whose name and appearance seemed to escape her at the time.

"TAGS"

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Shilo, Open

"NOTES"[/u]
She is experiencing Prosopagnosia, a form of Agnosia.

"MUSIC"[/u]
lovesick, emily osment

made by SPOT[/u] on OTE![/div][/td][/tr][/table][/center]

[ARAHIRO!]

WE'RE SO MONO TOGETHER

we could be stereo...stereo love

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The world seemed to be closing in around her. She had no idea what was going on, as her boyfriend's face re-entered her mind. The only problem was that she couldn't see him. She only saw a single tree at the end of the park, and nothing else. She heard a sound as, presumably a person, sat down next to her. She turned her vision to the person, who seemed to be Shilo. Her mind still felt fuzzy, and she only saw him. She saw him move his hand to his pocket, but she couldn't see what he took out. Words seemed to appear on his hands. "I can not speak. I am Shilo! You're having delusions again." She knew this now and shut her eyes for a second. They flashed open, and again, she could only see Shilo. "I know." She felt something strange now, though. Slowly, thing began to reappear beside her, and she could again see the world. But she felt something strange. Shilo's piercing eyes seemed to captivate her, and her body felt drawn to him, rather than just her heart alone. Her body lurched towards him, and her lips pressed hard against his.

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Shilo, Open

"NOTES"[/u]
She is experiencing Simultanagnosia, a form of Agnosia.

"MUSIC"[/u]
lovesick, emily osment

made by SPOT[/u] on OTE![/div][/td][/tr][/table][/center]

[ARAHIRO!]

WE'RE SO MONO TOGETHER

we could be stereo...stereo love

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Her eyes faltered. At first, her entire body flooded with immense sadness. But then it filled with anger. "This is really the time you decide that you don't want me anymore?! I don't give a damn if you don't like what you've done to me because you should know that it's too late to turn back now! This is when I need you the most and you want to break up with me?!" She wobbled for a second, losing her balance as something inside pushed her. "Of course I love you. But now, now that it even crosses your mind to do something like this, especially now, I'm not so sure you love me. If this is when you want to make this decision then you're nothing but a jerk." She turned from him, not wanting him to see her tears. "I thought he cared for me. But... I can't believe it even crosses his mind to leave me now of all times." That's when she felt it. Her body tightened sharply and her pain grew more intense than ever before. She dropped to her knees. This was pain she had never felt before. It lasted for only a minute, but she knew it was time. The baby was coming.

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Shilo, Open

"NOTES"[/u]herp

"MUSIC"[/u]
lovesick, emily osment

made by SPOT[/u] on OTE![/div][/td][/tr][/table][/center]

[ARAHIRO!]

WE'RE SO MONO TOGETHER

we could be stereo...stereo love

[atrb=style,border-top: 8px solid #333333; border-bottom: 8px solid #333333; border-left: 3px solid #b1b198; border-right: 3px solid #b1b198;][bg=7b3636][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=width,420,true][atrb=width,20%][atrb=vAlign,top]     Shilo exhaled. He was somewhat afraid of her words. Then he heard her fall to her knees. He turned on his heels, and ran to her side. It was time. The hospital. 911? No. It's too late for that. He gritted his teeth, and picked her up with his arms, then began running. He ran, and ran. His feet felt like they were bleeding. But he wasn't going to stop any time soon. "I'm sorry...I regret saying that! I take it back! I do love you... I-I....I love you...so much.." That's when his head began to hurt again. This pain was much worse than the last pain attacks. But he would keep moving. For the sake of Stephanie. My one and only true love. He leapt through the streets, nearly getting ran over by three cars while he was at it. Five blocks to the hospital. Those five blocks seemed like forever. His shoes were untied, and his body ached. His head was the one that bothered him the most. He hated his annoying life. The hospital came into view, he grinned. He felt so happy. He arrived at the door. But wait...this wasn't the hospital... Shilo shook his head hard from left to right, then ran toward the hospital again. He came to the door, twisted the knob, but then the hospital wasn't the hospital anymore. "What the..."

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He seemed confused. She felt him carrying her through the streets, and it seemed as if something was wrong with him. She saw by the look in his eyes that there was a pain shooting through his head. They reached the hospital, but for some reason, he kept running. "The hospital... it's... back there Shilo." He ran forward and stopped in front of an office building and turned the handle, but it wasn't the hospital that he was expecting. She could tell he was delusional, so she pushed herself free from his arms. She took him by the hand and moved back to the hospital as fast as she could, before she got another contraction. She reached it just in time. She pushed open the door, and then she felt another contraction coming on. She breathed slowly and stopped just inside the hospital. "I need help... I'm... I'm in labor. And he's... he's.... delusional." Her vision went foggy, and she couldn't remember what was happening until she was in a hospital gown, laying down inside a room. Her contraction was gone, and she was hooked to various machines. She couldn't really see very well, and only saw what was directly in front of her. A chair. There were several chairs and she could only hope Shilo was in one of them. Hours passed, at least three. Contractions came and gone, about five minutes apart sometimes, and some were up to twenty minutes apart. Her body hurt even more than any of the contractions. She let out a bloodcurdling scream as she felt the baby coming, about to make its entrance into the world.

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Shilo, Open

"NOTES"[/u]herp

"MUSIC"[/u]
lovesick, emily osment

made by SPOT[/u] on OTE![/div][/td][/tr][/table][/center]