Post by MEMENTO MORI! on Jun 10, 2011 13:15:48 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,0,true][atrb=cellpadding,0px,true][atrb=style, background-image: url(http://i62.photobucket.com/albums/h99/houndoomXdelta/de.png); width: 500px; -moz-border-radius: 20px 20px 20px 20px; border-radius: 20px 20px 20px 20px; border: 1px dashed #000000] blew down the doors to let me in shattered windows and the sounds of drums people couldn't believe what I'd become ♙words : 759; ♙tags: everyone; ♙lyrics: viva la vida by coldplay; revolutionaries wait, for my head on a silver plate flashback; There it was again, encroaching upon his being like a hunter onto prey, washing over him with such intensity that he had to lean against a wall for support. What was this... this... Madness? And why, of all people, had it picked him? Was he really that corrupt? Was he really that weak? Involuntarily he groaned, slender hands groping at his cranium while his legs buckled underneath him. Ahh.. what had he done? Stupid, stupid, stupid! How could he do that? How could he... he... He couldn't even think about it. And how, oh God, how could he ever possibly enjoy it? What was this arcane and disgusting mix of horror and excitement he was feeling? Was... was this it? Had he condemned himself to Shingami's list? The limp boy whimpered from behind clasped hands at the thought, and slowly started dragging himself further away from the sin he had committed. He didn't want to look. He didn't want to see the demons that awaited him with open arms. He just wanted to forget, and burn the guilt he felt seething inside him. But he couldn't... he just... couldn't. There was a dull thud and a scrape as the youth tumbled over, forehead pressed against the ground, shoulders shaking with the effort to suppress the insane laughter and sadness that was building up within him. Hehehe... he really was mental, wasn't he? Absolutely crazy. He snorted, and grasped at the cobblestones underneath his fingers, the hilarity of the situation making him howl in amusement, emerald green eyes drunk on the Madness that was corrupting him. Oh... why did it have to be like this? He didn't want... he didn't want to be evil... he'd be good, he promised. Just... one more chance... And with the joy that echoed from his chest came the tears, silently trailing down his cheeks as the hallucinations he was seeing closed in around him. Yes. They were coming for him now. He could feel their footsteps, daintily pattering down on the pavements, his name being yelped with both worry and anger. But he would never come to them... he didn't want to die... no... He didn't want to die. flashback end; And then just like that he was back, the girl he stood over silent and serene, her pale, unseeing eyes still open in shock, fingers gently curled in under her palms. She was, without question, dead, and Mori was undoubtedly the one who had killed her, as the sword by his side still dripped the with the blood that had once flowed through her veins. It had been the memory which had made him do it. Yes, the memory. Always the memory. Never showing itself on his face, but turning his insides into molten hate. Was it constantly going to crop up whenever another soul was consumed? Mori certainly hoped not; he did not require yet another problem in his life. A sigh escaped from between thin lips, and the sword was quickly re-homed in it's scabbard, the task of cleaning it pushed off till another time. Right now he couldn't be asked. One last look was cast back in the corpses direction, but no emotion stirred in Mori's head. She was a body now, soulless and irrelevant to him. He had no need to feel sorry for her. She was just another person. Another bug to be eradicated. Clicking his tongue against the roof of his mouth, the young man gave her not a further thought and continued on his journey down the streets and back alleys of Death City. Admittedly, he knew he was taking a huge risk coming here. He was right in Death's domain after all, and the thought of what would happen to him if he was caught... the Kishin barely suppressed a shudder as he turned yet another corner, the edges of his white coat still bleached with the crimson of his earlier kill. But why should he care? They might be powerful, but so was he... nothing he couldn't handle. Progressively, his face fell back into it's traditional, lax, unfazed expression, both arms held stiffly behind his back. Besides, he had business to attend to, the type of which he could not ignore. Pausing, the young man casually glanced around, suddenly stopping for no reason at all. Not that it mattered. He had all the time in the world. just a puppet on a lonely string, oh who would ever want to be king ♙notes: it's recommended that you listen to the below song while reading this. soz its so short.; credit to gREY of OTE |