Post by allie on Mar 28, 2011 21:54:44 GMT -5
KISHIN EGG
[/font]Name: Sevryn Densetsu
Alias: Sev or Sven
Gender: Male
Age: 19
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Personality:
Lost within two of the manifestations that had grew within his own mind, the true Sevryn had lost control of his own sense of self, allowing the two to take over who he once was. Even though, he is still lost between the two, feeling that he is neither one nor the other, yet both, though they can never just be one person. Though, its only in his head, right? Its like a war within himself, who would he be really, Sevryn, or Sven? Though he is neither both, yet both at the same time, he is constantly at a battle with his own mind, however, only one was the dominant one.Sevryn Far from perfect
From all those years of taking classes on how one should behave and act around other people, Sevryn had created a single manifestation. Being around such things had caused him to begin to think, unknowingly, of the person he could be, and it was that very person who he would become. He didn't want to become someone his parents had desired, yet he did not want to be someone they couldn't even look at. Confinement and classes, he began talking to himself, no, to the single voice within his head. Little did he know he was speaking to the very entity that would become Sevryn. All that was needed was time.
The aura usually around Sevryn is one of a certain elegance, he's learned to behave well around certain people. Oh how easily people were fooled, he soon began playing games. To him, this is all but a game, to see who could hide their real self better, and in his mind, he was winning. It was so easy to fool another human, to make them believe such lies, to be able to manipulate them into believing that he was quite the gentleman. "Pawns," the name he'd planted upon all other humans, after all, in his game, they were nothing but useless pawns.
Sevryn does often find that he's the one to have to live up to the expectations of other people, though unlike most people he finds no pressure behind doing such a thing, as he often intends for them to become is own pawns for future use. Is main motive is to use this fake respect for people to further advance himself into the world, of course anyone who does not know how this being functions would come to see that his true motives are often unclear.
Manipulative and cynical, Sevryn grew to be fond of his little mind games with others. Though he can appear to be such a gentleman at first, it is only through time that one can see his true motives, how he acts and what he really is. Crazy. Sevryn, being the one to keep the main control over the mind, he vies to get rid of Sven, the one he's constantly clashing with when it comes to control, however, the years of pent of anger would be too much for him alone to contain. Without one, the other cannot exist.Sven Absolute hatred
The creation of Sven began with the original rage that Sevryn had, but the moment "Sevryn" took over, Sven was pushed away, and still is. Pent up feelings of anger had slowly developed into pure hatred, expanding past the hatred of his parents to the hatred of people in general. He became rather cold hearted and cruel, uncaring to most people, yet it all depends on his mood. Sven can be called genuinely psychotic.
His cruelty towards people have become rather sadistic with a slight hint of masochism, he'd prefer to be watching them writhe in pain, whether it be mental, physical or emotional. The entertainment provided from someone writhing in pain really depends on the person, and how long it takes for them to snap under the pressure. He'll play his own type of mind games with them, slowly worming his way into their heads, planting lies and hitting nerves.
Just as he was younger, he'll still throw tantrums, this usually happens deep within Sevryn's mind, and once he takes over, Sevryn blacks out. While he has control he wont hesitate to pick people apart with words, and if necessary, force. One thing he does just to spite Sevryn is to leave some sort of injury, as Sevryn hates it with a passion. It's as though the two fight each other for control. A certain trigger for Sven would generally be if Sevryn comes into contact with someone who is very reminding of his parents, of course, it doesn't mean that Sven wont just take control randomly, as he likes to do quite often.
The moment Sven takes over, Sevryn will blackout and once he comes back around, he wont remember a thing that Sven has done, which often brings a clash within their mind. Sven wants to be the one with the most control, yet it is Sevryn that maintains the certain dominance. In Sevryn's words, Sven is just a pawn that has yet to be used.
History:At the End
Some stories start from the beginning, Sevryn's begins at the end. How or when, he did not know, the blackouts getting worse as time passed-- Madness, he was sure someone had called it that, but how? How could he allow himself to end up in such a place, how did he make it there to begin with? Irritations, they were everywhere and yet he could not make them go away. Everyone always said, "Nobody knows you better than yourself," if this was true, then why did he feel so much hate towards his own being. Pondering his thoughts, searching for an answer, any answer, he came to a possible solution.
Such an area could provide him with an opportunity he had longed for. His travels would prove to be rather interesting but only with the perfect companion. However, this madness would not succumb to his attempts to subdue it. His first encounter and the sudden realization that came with it. Everybody knows life is not perfect, some are bad and some are good, very few people like to believe that everything happens for a reason. Foolish, Sevryn did not believe such lies, anything that happened he was sure it happened because-- to state it how it is, Shit happens.To the beginning
Perfection could never exist, but that did not stop a few from trying. Parents dream that their child will be the best, they want them to be the best, and sometimes, that desire consumes the mind. In Sevryn's case, that's exactly what happened. The desire to reach perfection in some way had started with a small act of disobedience from Sevryn. A child as out of control as he, some would think that he would not be able to be controlled ever, but his parents wanted control.
School was not a good place for such a child to be, as he had constantly picked on other children, making fun of them and often taking their things. For a child of age seven to be so crazy, no matter how many times his parents had scolded them, he didn't bother to listen, they were getting sick of not being able to take control. If they tried to take away simple things such as being able to play outside or not allow him to play with his toys, he would throw huge fits and often try to strike at them; Until one day, they had enough of it. They were ashamed of their child and they started to grow an unknowing disliking to him.
Confinement was their solution. The child was to remain within his room and reflect upon his actions and how they would affect other people. Though his parents never failed to let him know that he was the cause of their embarrassment, the reason he was to not leave that very room. The very words his parents spewed would begin the simple manifestation of what would soon become yet another being. He was rather angry that he could not go outside and play, so instead of reflecting upon his actions, he threw a fit. Yelling, Hitting and Kicking at the walls and door, amazing how much rage was held within a small body.
The more fits he had, the more his parents grew to disdain their own son. Though they didn't physically abuse him, they began to abuse him mentally and emotionally, they kept him away from any sort of comfort normal children needed to flourish. On top of that, they often spoke to him in harsh tones, letting him know of their true feelings. Its was these very actions that would soon allow the beginning of a small manifestation, soon to grow.
Despite that one fit, it was not enough to derive his parents from their ultimate goal. Perfection. He was sent to classes to learn proper manners, if he were to act up anywhere, he would be thrown back to his room. He hated being cooped up within just one room of the house, things only grew worse when the window was blocked off. Now not only was it one room, but a dark one now. A sort of hatred began to develop in his mind, and this only lead to more outbursts of anger. During his outbursts, he would often find that in the end, he'd end up with an injury. Depending on the fit would often result in the type of injury he'd obtained. Mostly bruises from throwing himself around the room. Yet, there it was, that one voice.Perfection in their eyes
The gradual passing of time only brought the gradual change of Sevryn, or at least that's what his parents thought. Little by little, it developed, that certain elegance and perfection they had so wanted, twelve years it took, twelve years and they had gotten what they wanted. The manifestation that began so many years ago had finally begun to push forward, and the rage, would begin a whole new manifestation. The refined being from his mind had taken its place as what he assumed was his true self. Yet locked within the depths of his mind loomed the hatred that had built. Not just hatred for those who forced him into change, but hatred for everyone in general.
Humans are such cruel creatures, this Sevryn understood quite well. Somewhere along the lines he had lost himself between two identities that were both him, Sevryn and Sven. Sevryn being the facade that his parents had desired for him to be, well behaved. While Sven was the manifestation of his long pent up rage, from years of confinement. Both Sevryn and Sven had a lack of understanding with humans and interacting with them. Sevryn could only go so far before Sven's rage took over with such hate, this one trait the prime reason he did not attend normal schooling with other children.
As Sevryn became the dominant 'ego' he kept a more refined tone around his parents, showing them what they had wanted to see, their perfect child. Of course, to Sevryn, this was only a game, a game he felt he was winning. Giving them what he'd wanted, he gain what he wanted in return, his freedom. Locked away at age seven, set free at nineteen, his parents couldn't believe the change, they believed that it was their choice in the way they had disciplined him that had gotten him to change for the better. Pawns, the both of them. Once he had gotten his freedom, he often explored the outdoors, feeling somewhat satisfied with what had been accomplished.From the beginning to the end
Sevryn remained in control as he grew older, both personalities also grew. Sven's rage only increased and such rage began to over power Sevryn from time to time, causing faint blackouts. Once Sven took over, there was nothing that could be done until his fit had stopped, only then would Sevryn be able to gain control. The blackouts were a rarity, yet he would end up in different locations, one blackout too many, and he had gone. The attempt to flee from the prison that was called home, the attempt to be on his own and run from what they called perfection.."Madness..is that what they called it..?"
Being lost within two minds, ultimately brought the madness--
(to be continued.) =w=
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[/font][/i][/blockquote]Name: Allie
Age: 19
RP Experience: Can't remember.
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RP Sample:"Madness..is that what they called it..?"
Chocolate pools gazed around at the new area, where had Sven taken him this time. A faint grumble emitted from the male's through as he reached up with a single hand to adjust his scarf. What a mess he had gotten into, but he had to make sure that Sven didn't take over. Taking but a moment to relax himself, Sevryn allowed his eyes to fall to a close as he inhaled deeply. The air had an odd scent to it, but he could live with it; exhaling slowly, he opened those golden hues and took a second look around.
A single goal in mind at the moment would be for him to find a companion of sorts, someone that himself and Sevryn could deal with. No matter, he would have to find a person he could charm and use them to his own advantage. Adjusting his tie once again, he allowed his hand to relax at his side as he took a hesitant step forward. Time to make something of himself. As such, it was time to take control completely.
(to be continued =w=)
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